Hati.

Susah kan nak baca hati ni.

Susah lagi nak faham hati.

Walaupun kepunyaan sendiri

Apatah lagi sebaliknya.

Penat simpan rasa.

Penat pendam perasaan.

Penat buai sendiri.

Penat juga menafi.

Kadang rialiti nampak indah.

Kadang juga nampak palsu.

Rialiti aku nampak indah.

Rialiti aku juga nampak palsu.

Tahun,

Hanya jangkauan waktu biasa,

Bila munculnya?

Tiada suara mampu menjawab.

Sang hati??

Hanya mampu menafi.

Itu aku benci.

Itu rialiti yang aku benci.

Walaupun pada diri sendiri.

Bagaimana harus dipujuk rasa?

Bagaimana harus ditenang jiwa?

Bagaiman harus dijadikan palsu?

Atau bagai mana harus dijadikan nyata?

Bagaimana dan terus bagaimana.

Aku perlukan jawapan,

Agar aku mampu kuat.

Walaupun hanya beraksi kuat,

Dihadapan dia.

Aku penat monolog,

Penat lagi bermain rasa.

Menafi usah dikira,

Itu sudah arif.

HARRODS

Bulan  3 tak beli apa-apa pun untuk diri sendiri (sempena birthday ..uwerkkkk). So ape lagi, sambil memikir-mikirkan duit sempat ke tak nak allocate kan..hahah..gi pusing-pusing kat 1 facebook : Bonda Hafey ni. Da banyak kali aku beli kat sini (lebih dari 1 tu kira banyak la kan)

Setakat ni beg ni dah curik Hati aku...tidakkkk..keretaku mau dibayar roadtaxnye bulan 6 nih. Nak kena menabung kenduri kawen :(

Combine pulak dengan Purse ni..aduh...meleleh ayak liuq :(

Tak Tahu kenape mengapa dan bagaimana aku boleh sangat tertarik kat warna merah-merah ni. Padahal aku sangat lah FANATIK HIJAU youuu..dari kecik2 dulu-dulu lagi. 

Yeahh.. Ini 1st beg aku beli kat sis BONDA HAFEY ni :D lawa tak?hehe. MERAH ok! tak tambah lagi handbag yang aku beli kat KOREA aritu. PINK!(err..aku nih warna paling alergik adalah pink,tp tatau camne at that time boleh pilih pink)

Yang nih aku beli kat sis tu jugak..bagi kat mak aku..ahaha..mude giless kan cutting. Aku salah bajet,saiz dia kecik je (macam orang muda bila mak aku pakai. Nasib la mak aku baru 40++ )  ;)

So....sape-sape yang berkenan nak beli HARRODS beg dll, boleh la add akak tu ;) nanti cakap kat dia..aku yang promote (supaya aku boleh beli beg yang 1st tu dengan harga diskaun gila-gila)

Beli dengan akak tu best!sangat friendly.. harga pun ok =)

Dan jangan risau...CONFIRM ORIIII (ni statement dari FB akak tu)

''minta maaf,buat masa ini,saya tidak terfikir lagi untuk menjual brg2 harrods yg x original @ yg tiruan ya..buat masa ne,selagi saya ne meminati harrods personally,memang semua nya 100% authentic,genuine,original from london,bukan replika ya.dan from london bukan bermaksud MADE IN LONDON ya.kalau mau made in london belum ada lg utk harrods,selama yg sy tau.kalau yg sy xtau tu,xpastila pula ya hihihi harap maklum..''

Kenapa tulis ni? aku tak dibayar pon,cuma rasa nak review page akak ni. Sebab aku puas ati plus aku memang minat HARRODS ni (yeke?) hahah

생일축하합니다 (sengil chukha hapnida)

Deyyy..Lu punya birthday pun tak ingat ka??

Haisshhh..nampak tak?bertapa menjadi workaholicnya aku sampai birthday sendiri pun tak ingat. Semalam sampai rumah dekat pukul 10 terus terlelap kat ruang tamu (sambil tunggu akak rumah balik sebab dia tak bawak kunci) Sedar dekat pukul 3 dah berderet-deret message and call.

Yang peliknya,sikit pun aku tak sedar. Tapi boleh pulak akak rumah aku call aku terus bangun..aha :)

#antara msg dipagi hari

Arghhh...!! ZALORA!!!

Salam semua. Nak citer cerita BEST dan GEMPAR ni!! over~ (sebenarnye patot semalam entry nih.da siap taip bagai.gatai nak edit guna enset kan.sekali hilang semua words.nangis gigit jari aku)

Hahahaha..know what..aku baru lah try-try shopping at ZALORA ni (lambat la aku ni!) konon-konon nak try la kan..hahaha..Best gilerr u...cepat giler giler giler..(ambik ko) sekarang baru aku paham kenapa iklan ZALORA tu kena jerit-jerit..haha

Aku order barang kat ZALORA tu selasa dalam pukul 4pm bayar.

Esok datang kerja buat kerja macam biasa. Dalam pukul 11 tu datang sorang mamat ni cari aku. Dia tunjuk barang kat tangan dia. 'owh..parcel' sambil buat muka blurr..'aku ada beli barang yang receive arini ker?rasa macam takde' Disebabkan muka aku huduh benor blurrnye..maka mamat tu pun cakap 'ZALORA' lagi terlopong lah muka aku. aku pandang colleague aku kat sebelah (meje kitorang ni bersambung..so ape yang aku buat semua dia tau) dia dah macam orang tahan geram.

Aku pon ape lagi...cepat-cepat capai document yang nak kena sign tu supaya mamat tu cepat-cepat blah. Lepas je mamat tu blah...colleague aku tu pandang aku 'saya nak jerit boleh??' 'arghhhh.... cepat gilerrr!!' (ini diolog kitorang berdua tau ;)

Cepat you..mau kitorang tak menjerit..haha..sampai surveyor kat partition sebelah pandang-pandang kat kitorang tanye kenape..hahah..nasib partition kitorang ni, hanya kitorang berdua je..so..ape lagi..sokseksoksek lah kitorang.

Esaited la masing-masing nak try lagi beli kat ZALORA ni. Super duper laju servis. Aku tak jumpe lagi servis yang best macam ni. Aku nih bab-bab online memang dah lama terjebak (deng!) baik membeli mahu pon menjual *_*

So..jom layan gambor lain pulak.

p/s: sanggup tepis-tepis habuk kat blog nih semata-mata nak update pasal ZALORA nih.haha! (deng me!)

Janganlah Salah faham sayang-sayangku ^_~

Salam to all..

Lama sangat dah blog ni berhabuk. Haha..biaselah,tempat ni wujud bila aku ada masalah je. Masalah dengan perasaan. haaiippp! Jangan pikir yang bukan-bukan ok ^_~

Haihhsss (mengeluh tanda penat,kena inform nanti orang disekeliling marah #_#).

Susahnye la haii kalo orang yang tak paham kita cuba nak faham kita kan??tambah lagi dia tak kenal kita. let say..orang nak kata-kata contohnya aku ni ha....selalu la hai bangun lambat-lambat...pukul 2,3 tengah hari baru nak bangun kalo weekend. kan?kan? orang kata..yelah..kalau orang tu xnampak memang sedOp ler mengate.

Adakah orang tu tau aku tidoq pukul berape?adakah dia tau aku tunggu subuh dulu,adakah dia tau aku dah siap bersarapan semua?adakah dia tau aku dah siap pergi isi minyak motor,pergi library antar buku semua?adakah kau lupa?? (tibe2 pulak ..haha)  then bila start tido pun pukul 11.30am...awak nak bajet saya boleh bangun ke pukul 10am awak oiiii?kalo saya bangun pukul 3 lebih pun baru berape jam saya tidur.jangan nak samekan awak bangun awal pukul 9 pagi (kunun) dengan saya yang baru nak tidur untuk malam pukul 11.30 pg esoknya awak. TENGOK LAH ENTRY SAYA NI PUN PUKUL BERAPE HADOII PUN... ^_~

Hadoi haiii awak...awak tak tau kehidupan saya yang sepenuhnya jangan cube menuduh melulu...kang saya sumpah jadi lulu kang..hahah..

Ni nak taching-taching nih. Disubuh2 pagi nih (dengar pulak lagu OST selamat pagi cinta kan~) walaupun cinta tak jugak kunjung tibe.

haihshhh...sebenarnya,atas2 ni kiasan jer ^_~ rekaan semate ^_~ pointnya..if kita tak tau kondisi orang lain,jangan cepat buat keputusan keatas orang itu. Ini kerana, tak semestinya dia nampak biasa or kadang-kadang tak mematuhi peraturan seperti anda bererti anda lebih bagus dari dia. Jadi...kesimpulannya,kita haruslah PANDAI membawa diri dalam masyarakat sekeliling.

Jangan jadi lemah!!kalau lemah,anda akan jatuh dan di-penyek dek tapak kaki orang tau ^_~

Okeh,azan subuh sudah berkumandang. Ini bermakna sudah 2jam48 minit aku bangun dari lena semalam  kena gerak ke toilet,berwuduk dan solat subuh!! :)

Cam biase...tajuk selalunya lari..hahah.kejar2

Anda rasa rakyat NEGERI ANDA BAGUS KE??

Malam yang damai~

hahahaha..1 rumah kecoh tengok bola kat tv1 (Kelantan vs not sure which team from Indonesia). Aku duk dapur jer (ahaks) tapi,still take part sikit2 since kat dapur pun pasang tv1..kunun3 cepat sikit info sampai dari tv kat ruang tamu. Padahal tak layan pun,kasi kecoh je lebih.

Haisshhh..nak ceritanya kat sini..aku terpikir. Kan ramai yang tak suka umat2 negeri Kelantan ni..sorry to say. Saya sendiri pun tak sure lah kenape dan ape reasonnya kan. Adakah disebabkan hal politik yang kita semua sedia maklum or disebabkan memang rakyat2 kelantan ni memang jenis macam tu (yang selalu didengari tulah~)

So,pointnya disini…aku yakin!teramat yakin!! Mesti team-team yang menyampah pada rakyat-rakyat Kelantan confirm 100% sokong team Indonesia kan???? Hahaha..aku tak faham lah kenapa perlu ada perasaan macam menyampah pada satu2 rakyat negeri. Kita kan 1 negara. Kenapa sangat2 MENYEDIHKAN hah pemikiran anda-anda yang pernah ada rasa begitu?

Aku nih…dari peneng bertahun-tahun kemudian terbang pulak ke Sarawak 3,4 tahun then balik pulak semenanjung. Stay kat perak more than 15 tahun then terbang pulak ke Kelantan dah dekat 2 tahun masih lagi tak Nampak tang mana perlu wujudnya pemikiran yang sangat pathetic macam tu…

Aku memang sangat2 yakin, sedangkan perkataan ‘menyampah’ boleh je wujud secara tak sedar mungkin~~ , bila Nampak begitu banyak kenderaan berplat DXX XXXX.. Haishhh…aku nih dah banyak negeri aku bertapak,belum kira lagi tempat aku belajar blom campuq lagi korea.. macam-macam ragam insan dinegeri itu yang aku jumpa.

Peneng dengan cara peneng nya. Sarawak lagi lah macam-macam. But then??? Kita tak boleh judge the whole people tu based on sorang punya AKSI. Macam mana boleh wujudnya simpulan bahasa ‘ Don’t judge the book by its cover??’ macam tu jugak lah kita kena bukak pemikiran yang sangat pathetic tu dengan ayat-ayat yang lebih kurang macam tu (ok fine,stakat ni aku lupe la ayat ape yang suit untuk situasi ni ;)

Jadi,pandai-pandailah fikir wahai insan-insan yang bijak sana yang ALLAH kurniakan otak untuk digunakan ^_~ sekadar meluah persoalan yang terbuku dihati. Just nak anda-anda yang berfikiran begitu bukak minda.

Kalau nak kata penjahat-penjahat ramai gilerrr kat Kelantan or mostly penjahat kat Malaysia ni dari Kelantan..derrr~ negeri lain tu takde penjahat ker? Kalau ya pun,perlu ker membenci the whole negeri? Kalau macam tu? Jepun dulu lagi jahat!!! Tapi, ok je anda-anda meng-agung kan artis-artis jepun or kawan dengan orang-orang dari sana or takde pun dengar desas desus ‘benci r orang jepun ni…blab la bla’ .

Fikir-fikirkan lah yer…

Apa perasaan anda kalau someone cakap kat depan muka anda, bayangkan anda dari negeri kedah.. that person said ‘aku bencilah orang-orang kedah ni..mulut semuanya macam^##@$^&..... Kuang hajaq ) sorry ok…ini contoh.

Same goes to perak,Pahang,perlis,johor,Terengganu,Selangor..haish banyak la pulak nak senaraikan. Just imagine,ape perasaan anda? Agak-agak terasa tak kat muka tu? Walaupun tau dia cakap tu kat orang lain. Agak-agak muka anda terasa panas tak???

Hahahahha…sekian terima kasih~~~~~~

Sorry...tajuk cam tah pape je kan ;) biaselah...tajuk kasi gempak..mane2 pun..teman masih berjiwe perok!! yeyeh..kejor yeop kejor! maklumlah,tempat jatuh lagikan dikenang apetah lagi tempat belajor bercinta ^_~

Wordless Wednesday

 

Aries Woman (21st March to 20th April)

 

Romance is something that no Aries can live without and the same goes for an Aries woman also. However, for her, not getting on without romance is not same as not being able to live without a man. In her heart, she will always be yearning for that someone special, thinking about him in the monsoon and that will be her idea of romance. She doesn't need a real man for it.

Aries female is the one who will do anything and everything herself, without needing any male help. One of her basic personality traits is total confidence in her abilities.

She has to lead, to be the first one to do anything. At times, her independence does not go well with the male ego. However, an Aries girl never wants a puppy for a lover or a husband.. She seeks a man, but not the one who constantly chases her. The best way to woo her is to throw subtle hints, be a little detached and keep her wondering. Give her the impression that you can resist her charms and she will come rushing to you, to prove that she's desirable. Aries women will never have to yearn for male attention.

They always get plenty of it, but inside they will be waiting for the one they cannot have. An Aries woman can survive even the toughest of circumstances alone and has the ability to come back even after the most gruesome tragedies. She can play the role of a female perfectly and, at the same time, can do everything that a man can do. If you have managed to subdue her aggressive drive, you will be treated to a woman who is full of optimism and has such faith in future that can uplift your mood also.
An Aries female does not like flattery. You should be sincere while complimenting her. Over-sweetness and too much closeness can make her run away, but she doesn't want you to be too detached also. You'll have to maintain that delicate balance and still keep the romance alive. Once she has committed to you, she will be extremely sentimental and very loyal. Don't dominate an Aries female and don't let her dominate you. Either of the extremes, she will not be able to tolerate. Give her reasons to be proud of you, but do not forget to praise her for her talent too. Her expectations are too high, but she will also give you double in return.

She is very possessive and love is something she can never share. She can be very jealous even at the slightest of suspicion. In case you have a female secretary, it is better to bid her good bye right now. If an Aries girl gets hurt, she will become as cold as the ice in your fridge and this behavior may last an entire lifetime. She is generous to the faults of her loved ones and it is better not to criticize them in front of her. On the other hand, if you are good to her, she will be extremely kind, tender, loyal and supportive.
You will get plenty of reasons to be jealous when you are with an Aries female, since she is more comfortable with men than women. However, don't be suspicious of her, she would be really hurt. She is possessive, but she doesn't like to be possessed. She wants her freedom and your complete trust. Remember, if she's committed to you, you have no reasons to doubt her loyalty and sincerity. An Aries woman is much too truthful to be involved with two people at the same time. She will first break up the relationship that is not working.

She is extremely passionate and believes in forever-lasting relationships. Though, this leaves her disillusioned many a times. She will never play games with you and is incapable of deceit. An Aries girl is nothing if not simple, innocent and very emotional. Maximum chances are that she will continue her career even after marriage. She loves challenges and believes in miracles. Though it sounds a little freaky, but miracles do happen in her case. Just like a typical Aries, she never learns from her mistakes and is likely to fall in the same hole again.

For her love means sharing and that means sharing everything, right from her emotions and checkbook to your bank account. Always respect an Aries woman and never try to dampen her zeal, or she will be hurt. Though she tries to show that she is very strong, she is as innocent and as vulnerable as a baby. Be there to comfort her when she runs up to you after being disappointed with the world. If you stand up to her when she comes to you like this, you will never ever lose her. An Aries female will never forgive you if you fail to fight for her.
In return, she will always be there with you, even if she has to go against the whole world. She is not the one to feign illness, but if she is really ill, be there to care for her. She is quite extravagant and giving her the debit cards will mean an empty bank account. She will be a caring mother, who makes no unnecessary fuss and sparks children's imagination. An Aries girl has a bad temper, but it will go away as quickly as it came and leave no grudges behind. She is a complete woman, who gets hurt easily and is totally innocent. Though she is a little impulsive and bossy, she will give you complete security, fight against the world for you and be yours forever

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Hahahaha…what should I say??

ARIES MAN (March 21-April 19)

 

He always let other people walk in front of him, but he will get there first. He is a very careful guy and small obstacles won't make him fall easily even he thinks life is a very serious matter. He is as romantic as any other Zodiac. He could look gentle, but inside he is as strong as steel. Once he is determines to do something, he is serious about doing it well. He will keep any pressure or insult deep down inside without showing emotion. You will never see his emotion of burden or disappointment and always wonder what he thinks or feels. He will well keep his feeling.

You will never see a guy in this Zodiac involving in other people's matters. He always concern with his own business. Sometimes he can be talkative, but he will never give anyone advice if he has not been asked. If you ask for advice, he will certainly give you one. He respects elderly and senior, so you will see him visiting his parents often.

He is a slightly shy but also a stubborn person. He will find many ways to make you happy when you are with him, till you realize he is the most important person to you. Once he is in the "Power Position", he will use his power gently. He is a good leader and "Gentleness" is one of his effective methods for exploiting his power. He is borne to be a leader. He never hides his ambition, and he is a workaholic. He will not take any position that he has no control. He will work very hard to reach his goal and satisfaction.

Compliment from his boss or superior are never enough for him, he wants his deserved reward. His deep insecurity make him reaches and collects valuable things. You may think he is stingy. Actually he could easily spend money to buy things, traveling, pay for things that makes him happy. He cares for what other people think of him and wants to get good comments or compliments.

He is a fragile & insecure person. He will hide and cover up weak emotion and his sadness in order to maintain and keep up his "Image" by being quiet, cold, or act very strong or very secure to others.

 

This is the man who never hurries to step into marriages. He needs to be very certain and very sure. It will take a long time for such decision, so if you tell him that you are "breaking up", you better forget him for good because he will never come back to you.

He always keeps his promise. If he said he will meet you in your place in 2 hours then he will be there, unless there is a serious accident or unavoidable things happen. He hates people who are late for date or any appointment.

He likes to think that woman should be a follower and take care of family whereas working for living is a man's duty. He does not like to compete with his girl friend or his wife at work because competition already exists with himself and other people. He will be very proud if he can afford and care for his family. Do not try to overpower him or insult him, he cannot stand it. He likes to be in control in everything & every situation.

He likes "Classy Woman", if she also comes from a good family then it is a Plus. It will make him feel proud and very ego about her status. Flashy type of woman, forget it. He likes a perfect or a nearly perfect housewife. He tends to be possessive. He will not tell you if he is mad at you, but will act very moody instead.

He likes to hear sweet words and compliments so you can get his interest that way. If he approaches you to ask you out, do not act too stubborn or fooling around too much. He will get tired and just disappear. He has to feel confident when he is around you.

 

If you want him, you have to make him feel like he is the most important person for you. He likes kind hearted woman, polite and can get along with his family. When he feels sad, do not leave him alone, but be very supportive. Kind words and your smile will win him over.

Keganasan Malam Tahun baru 2012.Mahasiswa Menuntut HAK!

Mungkin ramai yang tak tahu dan takmau ambik tahu. Terpulang.Tapi,aku walau hanya terperuk dalam bilik sambil mengadap buku,terasa bahang dan semangat yang ada pada mahasiswa-mahasiswa yang amat berani menuntut hak mereka.

Ya!' ‘mak bapak antar masuk u,suruh belajar…bukan berpolitik!’ itulah antara kata-kata yang ramai luahkan. memanga aku pun tak faham ape yang berlaku. Setelah mengkaji sikit-sikit. Rupanya, berlaku perhimpunan kat UPSI untuk pembebasan akademik. Yup,ape yang kita sedia maklum, AUKU(Akta Universiti dan Kolej Universiti) sekarang sudah dipinda (boleh la SIKIT mahasiswa terlibat politik) tapi,apa yang diorang mintak is MANSUHKAN terus AUKU tu.

Berbalik pada ayat ‘mak bapak antar masuk universiti..’ aku selalu bertekak dengan adik aku yang juga seorang polis (ces~pemikiran as mahasiswa dengan polis memang jauh berbeza.rasa menyampah pun ade!diorang memang anggap mahasiswa selalu buat masalah,berdemo lah,tuntut tu..tuntut ini.

 

Cuba pikir,kenapa kat universiti semua nih berlaku??logik nya,adakah…orang-orang yang tak bersekolah yang hanya lepak tepi jalan isap rokok or isap ape-ape akan bangkit tuntut mana-mana yang tak betul? nama pun MAHASISWA,bijak!ada otak yang mampu berfikir ape yang berlaku, ape yang patut dilakukan. Berani!Nak tunggu habis belajar?? so..kalau macam tu..nampak orang buat maksiat depan mata,  ‘tunggu dulu lah..aku tak boleh tegur..aku tak habis belajar lagi ketidakbaikan maksiat ni’…macam tu?entah~tak paham.

TENGOK SAHAJA?owwhooo…bagus nya MAHASISWA yang sebegitu kan?itu yang dimahukan?MAHASISWA yang hanya mengikut telunjuk. Buat ape masuk Universiti kalau nak kena ikut semua ape yang orang cakap?kalau dah rasa benda tu tak betul. Cumanya,terpulang macam mana seseorang tu react dengan keadaan dan masalah semasa. itu yang penting. berdemo pun tak semestinya anda tu betul.haisshh~~

 

pic and info from :We Are All Safwan Anang. Saudara Safwan Anang adalah presiden PMIUM dan BEBAS (sangat aktif ya saudara ini. KAGUM!)

 

Aku tak sokong mana-mana. Sebab aku tak tahu sangat apa yang berlaku. yang aku tahu ini disebab kan nak mansuhkan AUKU. Plus kejadian seorang mahasiswa ni bernama adam adli yang menurunkan bendera PM kita kat PWTC,lepas tu bakal dibicarakan. so,diorang ni berhimpun sebab nak tuntut kebebasan.

 

Polis mungkin tak salah kan…hahahaha…ok,bias isi hati ini!sebenarnya~entah!! jom tengok video ape yang berlaku semalam! (malam tahun baru berdarah!!)

Memang teruk!mahasiswa layak ke dilayan macam samseng. Ada statement yang aku baca.Ramai lagi penjenayah yang merogol,membunuh, corrupt!! masih bermaharaja lela…tapi,buat bodoh jer..yang mahasiswa nak tuntut hak siap dengan FRU bagai.

ape kah ceritanya ni?? renung-renungkan~

Ini sangat teruk ok.Diorang tak buat ape-ape pun RASANYALAH~

 

 

 

 

Jom baca lagi

TANJUNG MALIM, 1 JAN : Kira- kira 20 mahasiswa ditangkap polis termasuk Adam Adli dan Pengerusi  Solidariti Mahasiswa Malaysia, Syukri Razak setelah mereka mengadakan tunjuk perasaan di Universiti Pendidikan Sultan  Idris Shah Tanjung Malim, Perak awal pagi tadi.
Beberapa pergelutan berlaku antara anggota polis dan mahasiswa. Sekurang-kurangnya dua orang mahasiswa mengalami kecederaan di muka dan kepala.
Sebuah poliklinik di dalam UPSI turut mengalami kerosakan apabila polis menyerbu premis itu untuk melakukan tangkapan.
Kekecohan berlaku apabila kumpulan mahasiswa itu engkar arahan polis untuk bersurai setelah berkumpul dengan kira-kira 100 mahasiswa lain untuk mengadakan bantahan selama 16 jam bersabit langkan UPSI mengenakan tindakan tata tertib terhadap Adam.
UPSI mengenakan tindakan tatatertib terhadap Adam  kerana  menurunkan  bendera Perdana Menteri, Datuk Seri Najib Razak di ibu pejabatan Umno pada 17 Disember lalu bagi  mendesak Akta Universiti Kolej Universiti 1971 dimansuhkan terus….seterusnya [HERE]

 

Satu je yang aku tak faham dan tak boleh terima sikit..kenapa diorang nak baring kat situ???sekat kemaraan polis ke?ahha..tepuk dada,siasat sendiri ^_^